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It really depends on how they say it, but it's definitely a very serious, and rarely good sentence. First thing I do is run through everything I've done in my head. It's the same thing I do when I see a cop-- I figure out if I've done anything wrong, or, if I've done anything wrong that THEY could know about. That first moment is a terrible one of worry, where my heart sinks to my stomach and I'm sure all the blood goes from my face. Granted, people can only tell if they know me very well since I'm pretty pale anyway. After that, they tell me, and it's typically a million times worse than I thought. o.O |
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Attempt 1: Sitting there was not a mannequin. Attempt 2: In the dark, nobody could see. Attempt 3: When lost, there's no way home. Attempt 4: The cat leered from the window. Attempt 5: It was Susie who saw everything. And that's where I'll stop lol
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So I had this dream...and I'm considering making it a full length story... In my dream there were vampires, werewolves and then vampire-like things. Pure vampires were vicious and total animals...not very smart at all, however the vampire-like things had a bit of humanity--logic, reason... Also, the characters: Dream me had just been turned into a vampire-like thing by book-Edward (who was my boyfriend in the dream...) and I was off on my own for some reason when all of a sudden everything went dark...the sky was dark, the streets were quiet, no lights anywhere...Something was definitely wrong. I was near like a kids camp, so I went there because I was worried for the little kids safety. Anyway, I was thinking I could elaborate on that, change things around...maybe it'd make an interesting story.
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I should probably start with the beginning... I roleplay on myspace, and I have for about a year. That's where you make a profile for a character and then your style depends on the rest. I write in book-style typically, and I do paragraphs with details and such...so it's like you interact with different people, but you're more or less creating a story. Anyway, this past February I think it was....I met someone. I never would have dreamed it would have turned into anything. I don't remember this specifically, but he does. I asked him for a starter (basically for him to be the first one to send me a comment). I'd added him because his girlfriend at the time was telling people to, and she kinda scared me.
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A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z ....... A - Age: 17 at the moment B - Bands listening to right now: Flyleaf C - Career of the future: Criminal Psychologist D - Dad's Name: 1) nobody cares. 2) Raymond E - Easiest person to talk to: the love of my life F - Favourite song at the moment: dont have one. G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Gummy worms! H - Hometown: Not here. I - Instruments: Keyboard J - Job Title: Dont have one til the end of the month.> K - Kids: Give me like...six years. L - Last person you talked to on phone: Uhhh...my mother? M - Mom's Name: Rebecca N - Number of Siblings: 1 and a half. O - Oldest Sibling: Lee P - Phobia[s] / Fear [s]: There's spiders and zombies... and then there's the fear of losing the one I love. Q - Favourite Quote: "You are...well, not exactly the love of my life, because I expect to love you much longer than that. The love of my existance." - Bella, Twilight R - Reasons Why You Smile: my adorable British boy... S - Song you sang last: I dont recall T - Time you wake up: er, depends. nothing is consistent these days... U - Unknown fact about me: uhh.... I like to experiment with hair dye, but natural colors that are close enough to my own so that people hardly notice V - Vegetable you Hate: ...asparagus! W - Worst Habit: ...procrastination. X - X-rays you've had: my head, in relation to braces quite awhile back.... and I think thats it. lol Y - Yummy Food: pasta...and chocolate. Z - Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
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In only a few weeks, I'll be off to school. Away from home for the first time. I was excited about the whole thing until my boyfriend (fiance actually) pointed out that we would have less time then. We already have quite a bit of distance between us, but we've always had time for each other. We're in different time zones, and we used to have set schedules so that we could talk more, but recently we've both had to change that, which has been a bit difficult. It'll be even worse in a few weeks. Now, if I don't do anything social, I'll have a nice, normal amount of time to spend with him each day... but I'm going to be a college freshman, I really don't think that I'm going to be holed up in my dorm. He's trying to get back here as quick as he can, but things haven't been working in our favor lately. So there's going to be at least a month where I'm at school without him (if things go accordingly...who knows if they will?)... He's going to be jealous of any interaction I have with guys, and I'm not going to be very comfortable with him interacting with any girls. But it happens. Just, when these other girls have more of him than I do, it'll be hard, and I know that's the same thing he's thinking. He's much more easily assured when nothing happens than I am, but if a girl flirts with him he acts like it's no big deal (or doesn't notice, which is the worst because we can all guess how that turns out...) however if some guy flirts with me... that's not a pretty picture. And on top of that, I tell friends and these guys that occasionally flirt with me that I not only have a boyfriend, but I'm engaged. He doesn't do that. I know that it's not on purpose, but it stings a bit. He lets girls think he's available and lets them flirt with him, because he doesn't think anything of it. He doesnt realize that's what they're doing... he doesn't realize how likeable he is. Honestly, I think the only thing that will make it all better is him being here already. I need him here, now. How's that for a first entry? lol
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